car. So I know I haven't written on here for a WHILE but just super stoked that I got a new car! I no longer have to use my sister's car to drive myself around.

Sighed @ Wednesday, February 29, 2012 12:16 a.m.


Of course his house is stiffling hot but when I get to my house its freezing cold

Sighed @ Saturday, November 5, 2011 05:09 a.m.



are fucking stupid

Sighed @ Saturday, November 5, 2011 03:41 a.m.



are fucking stupid

Sighed @ Saturday, November 5, 2011 03:41 a.m.



for once I really felt like hanging up on you :(

Sighed @ Wednesday, October 12, 2011 12:05 a.m.



I passed the greatest test on earth: The driving test! Wooh! Legally able to drive now =D Now I won't be paranoid about getting pulled over.

Sighed @ Monday, October 10, 2011 04:45 p.m.



to mention this: Got my ears gaged this past Tuesday! Hurt like a bitch but I would definitely do it again. And I will do it again, cause I wanna keep going up in sizes. I don't really know what size they are right now. I think maybe a 12 or 10 so they're pretty small. But I want to get them up to 0. Gradually =) Love my new gages!

Sighed @ Friday, October 7, 2011 01:01 a.m.



is doing what is right, regardless of what you are told. Religion is doing what your are told, regardless of what is right."

Sighed @ Monday, October 3, 2011 10:25 p.m.



be another asthma attack. I'm not an awkward 14 year old with braces, glasses, and an inhaler surgically attached to my hand thank you very much.

Sighed @ Monday, October 3, 2011 01:30 a.m.



job and manager: You suck. So... I guess your name suits you =)

Sighed @ Thursday, September 29, 2011 09:00 a.m.




Sighed @ Wednesday, September 28, 2011 05:25 p.m.



hate it when people say they have a wide variety in taste. It's the same when a person describes themselves as unique. Sad. If a person has to say that about themselves, then it's just sad....

Sighed @ Tuesday, September 27, 2011 09:42 p.m.



was supposed to be our day =(

Sighed @ Monday, September 26, 2011 11:49 p.m.



to work with a new girl at work today. It was pure torture. This girl probably has two braincells in her whole head. It doesn't help that one of our other girls knows her and thinks she's a total sleazoid. So far no one seems to like her.

Sighed @ Monday, September 26, 2011 10:39 p.m.



it true?! Are you really quitting? Oh praise the Lord!!!

Sighed @ Tuesday, September 20, 2011 10:56 p.m.



do all the clothes now a day have "Love" written on it? It's annoying. Or things with "princess" or "Fabulous" or other bullshit like that. Do people really have to constantly reassure themselves that they're the best thing since sliced bread? Well, in case they were wondering: they're not. How about instead of the word "love" put "hate" on it. That'll be totally different and fun =D And I'm not saying that because I'm morbid or anything. I'm just tired of seeing "love" all over the place. It's annoying. No one is that good-hearted. No one.
Let us all take a page out of Ian Curtis's book. Wear it loud, wear it proud!

Ok so maybe he didn't actually wear this, but whatever. It's a good idea.

Sighed @ Sunday, September 4, 2011 02:22 a.m.



boss, I hate you with a passion. Here's a video specifically dedicated to you:
Just for you.

Sighed @ Saturday, September 3, 2011 12:19 a.m.



This dude looks like Iggy Pop!!!
Iggy Pop???
Iggy Pop!!!
Or how about this?
Iggy Pop or basset hound?
Hahahaha, just kidding Iggy, you know you kick ass!

Sighed @ Wednesday, August 31, 2011 06:26 p.m.



know what I want to be for Halloween.

Sighed @ Wednesday, August 31, 2011 06:08 p.m.



Really? Even after our heartfelt touching discussion you still want to be an asshole? Even after I promised I'd never lord it over you the first thing you do is threaten not to help me if I don't do exactly what you say. Wow, thanks for being totally predictable by being an assfuck. Thanks.

Sighed @ Wednesday, August 31, 2011 06:46 a.m.



want these boots:
Fucking gorgeous boots!

Sighed @ Monday, August 29, 2011 09:51 p.m.



seems like too nice of a word. How about motherfucker?

Sighed @ Friday, August 26, 2011 03:19 p.m.



is the story of a girl, who crowd a river and drowned the whole world. But while she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her when she smiles.

Sighed @ Tuesday, August 23, 2011 06:07 p.m.



up for a promotion. So why does that scare me so much?

Sighed @ Wednesday, August 17, 2011 12:12 a.m.



my own parents can't tell me what to do what the fuck makes you think you can?

Sighed @ Friday, August 12, 2011 11:05 p.m.



esta semana pasada mi pobre laptop estaba tocando Britney Spears y Lady Gaga y otros artista de pop. Mi pobre labtop =( Ahora lo tengo para tras y estoy tocando mi musica de Joy Division, David Bowie, y la banda mas importante: The Cure =D Me voy aprovechar de este tiempo para escuchar MI MUSICA. I realized that without listening to my own music I go CRAZY.

Sighed @ Tuesday, May 31, 2011 01:42 p.m.



puedo esperar para martes....

Sighed @ Sunday, May 29, 2011 12:07 a.m.



lista???? Ugh, siento como me estan amenazando.... Y estoy muy segura que estas locas no van a poner mi direccion en mapquest y se van a perder. Luego voy a tener que ir y buscar para ellas. The answer to your question: No, I'm not ready.

Sighed @ Wednesday, May 25, 2011 03:51 p.m.



I really fucking hate Jasmin.

Sighed @ Thursday, May 19, 2011 06:47 a.m.



Jay out for a walk today. I swear, every single time I loosen up on his leash, he heads straight for the street. It's like he wants to get run over = He was really excited about it though, so I feel good. Took a bath and am now washing clothes. w00t. The life of a college student.

Sighed @ Saturday, March 26, 2011 08:29 p.m.



everyone else been watching the news about the earthquake in Japan? It's absolutely horrible. I'm absolutely terrified for those people. My sister is currently in the Navy station in Japan. She said she wouldn't be able to contact anyone until after everything settled down because the Navy is currently helping out with evacuations in Japan. God I'm so worried for her. NOt only that, I"m worried about my host family in Japan. THey live in Nagoya, but I"m still super stressed out for them. I email them a message but I don't feel it's anywhere near enough. I think I'm going to send them a care package along with one to my sister. This is absolutely horrible. I think I"m going to make a donation to the Red Cross to help out in Japan. I hope everyone is ok.....

Sighed @ Saturday, March 12, 2011 03:16 p.m.



hate paper children.

Sighed @ Thursday, March 10, 2011 11:23 a.m.



Figure drawing professor is trying to kill me.

Sighed @ Monday, March 7, 2011 01:27 a.m.



had an awesome moment with Abbey. I was busy carving designs into my clay pot while she was learning how to play a Chopin piece on her "piano" (really a keyboard). It felt awesome! A musician and a wanna-be artist living together. I think that's the first moment I've felt like that. I guess 'cause it's the first time I have actually created something instead of just fart around =D
Classes are super intense this semester and it's actually starting to affect me physically. Some crazy shite is going on with my body. Ah well, bed time! Gotta get up in four hours and 15 minutes.

Sighed @ Thursday, November 4, 2010 01:41 a.m.



has been super fucking crazy! I have so much homework and readings to do. Drank with some friends last night. On a Monday? lol oh yeah. I had only eaten a sandwich and a shake the whole day so naturally I threw up all my whiskey and food. I need to get some groceries in my apartment. Kind of hung over today but other wise I feel ok. Gotta get to class now.
P.S. I want to update my website again.

Sighed @ Tuesday, October 5, 2010 10:07 a.m.



getting crushed the amount of homework, reading, and exams for this semester. Seriously, I don't even think I should go home this weekend.....

Sighed @ Wednesday, September 29, 2010 02:02 p.m.



back in San Marcos and with internet connection lol I was living out in the boonies in Texas. And to answer you question: Yes, it is exactly how you would imagine the countryside would be like in Texas. Classes went well and I have a crazy schedule:
330 pm-750 pm
800 am-1220 pm
Needless to say, this semester is gonna be interesting. Abbey and I are planning on getting a robo hamster. I'm kind of stoked lol I think it's gonna be really cute. I can't wait to name it =D I have to think up some names

Sighed @ Wednesday, August 25, 2010 09:16 p.m.



update. I've been working at my aunt's Mexican restaurant as a cashier this summer. Not the most glamorous job. I keep getting hit on by 40 year old men. Not fun = My friend Blandi got married last Friday, so I went to that. This friday I went to see Ghostland Observatory perform live. Holy fuck they were awesome! The lasershow kicked ass and the songs were killer. They played my favorite song, Rich Man second to last and then played a new song for the end. All in all, I fucking loved it. ROCK ON!

Sighed @ Saturday, July 17, 2010 12:42 a.m.



life sux.

Sighed @ Friday, June 25, 2010 10:52 a.m.



has let out and I'm so stoked about it. Moved back to SA for the meanwhile and I have no internet whatsoever. Not really bad thoug. Came back to SM for the week for Abbey's b-day! It's gonna be a potluck and just her closest friends are invited. Not to mention it's gonna be kind of cocktail dress, so I'm going to ROSS tomorrow to pick out a pretty (but cheap) shirt or dress. I gotta look cute!
Thedining tableset up for tomorrow's dinner.
Jay chilling on my bed =D

Sighed @ Wednesday, May 19, 2010 12:58 a.m.



am deathly afraid of insects of any kind. I don't even really like butterflies. Insects gross me out. Especially cockroaches. I just feel so dirty and filthy after seeing one. I can't even look at the place where one was. I hate them. I bring this all up because I found a dead..... roach near my bed and there's this huge bug flying around my room. I can't kill it either. The thought grosses me out. Now is the time I wish I had a strong, burly boyfriend to take care of shit like this. I'm so scared =,(

Sighed @ Friday, May 7, 2010 12:32 a.m.



is today! I can't wait to see my sister! I slept so comfy, morning came too soon. I think tomorrow I'm going to get to the airport early and just SLEEP while I'm there waiting for my plane. God I'm so tired @____@

Sighed @ Friday, April 30, 2010 05:55 a.m.



made it to Chicago and am snug in my inn. Man, I woke up at the butt-crack of dawn just to get ready and eat breakfast at my aunt's restaurant. I though my plane left at 12. Boy was I wrong. My plane was scheduled to leave at 10:41, so that meant I had to rush to the airport to make it in time. Turns out I made it there with more than enough time and had to wait over 2 hours for my plane to touch down. Around 11 we were able to board the plane. Wooptiidoo. I will say this: I don't like flying. Why don't I like flying? *sigh* It's really pathetic..... I'm scared of heights and plummeting to my death. Anywho, the plane rides went as I expected them to go, crappy. So, after my flight got delayed I almost missed my second flight. I practically ran to make it to my gate. When I finally got on the plane, there was a problem with the people I was assigned to sit next to. One of them was upset because the other passenger had taken her seat, but she couldn't talk to her because the other old lady only spoke Spanish. I looked between the two of them and then worked my magic. I told the abuelita (that means little grandmother) that we all have assigned seats and her's was in the middle. Everyone was looking at me with appraising looks. I guess the farther you get from the Lone Star State, the less people understand Spanish. So I managed to get that taken care of. For the duration of the plane ride I acted as translator for the abuelita and made sure she was able to get the complimentary snacks and drinks. And after all that, I had the distinct feeling that she didn't like me = Oh well. So my plane touches down in Chicago. It was by far one of the worst touchdowns I have experienced. Once I got the hell out of the airport, I managed to snag a cab. I have never really had a problem with language barriers because generally, I know the language. Not this time. My cab driver spoke Chami (? I don't remember) and broken English so I felt completely retarded when talking to him. Now I know how everyone else feels. I mean, Japan was an experience and I struggled, but at least I knew enough. Not with this guy. anyway, he manages to take me to my inn which is like, 35 miles away. I've never really had to take a taxi anywhere. So, for all you people who do take taxis or at least ridden in them enough, is it a big shock to ya'll to discover that I had to dish out $110? It was to me. Man, my wallet is feeling it. Once I checked in, I went to the convenience store and bought some foods to eat since I haven't eaten since 8 this morning. I got myself Limon chips, some Arizona green tea, and Egg salad sandwiches. I'm actually waiting for the later to bite me in the ass in some shape or form. Probably not safe to buy already cooked eggs from a convenience store. Now, I am just chilling in my room and trying to get relax after a LONG and STRESSFUL day. Man, it feels good to not be on the move.

Sighed @ Thursday, April 29, 2010 06:20 p.m.



past week and weekend was pretty exciting. Abbey's mom came by and spent the night at our apartment. She was amazing! Very intelligent, very sweet. To me, she seemed genuinely interested in what I had to say and paid very close attention. She was so easy to talk to and get along with. I can't wait to see her again during Thanksgiving =)
On another note, it turns out I can't play cards worth a crap. Then again, I already knew that. I swear, I am so special when it comes to any sort of card game. I get distracted way too easily and never pay attention to what is going on in the game.
Moving on to today: I am currently sitting in the San Antonio airport waiting for my plane to get here. I'm heading over to Chicago so I can see my sister's graduation from bootcamp. I'm so exciting! I haven't seen her in forever and I'm pretty stoked about going to visit Chicago. I've never been so I can't wait to see it. I let all my professors know that I wouldn't be in classes the rest of this week and was able to postpone my Business Japanese exam until Monday. That means I get a whole extra weekend to study for it lol Which is good, since I haven't studied worth a shit over it. I figure I'll study on the plane and while waiting in the terminal so I don't waste any time. I guess I should go so I can get some studying done. GROSS. Catch ya'll on the flipside.

Sighed @ Thursday, April 29, 2010 09:00 a.m.



watch tonight!!!

Sighed @ Saturday, April 24, 2010 12:43 a.m.



gave me piano lessons today! It was soooo much fun. I've always felt left out in all my groups of friends because every single one of those jerks has practiced an instrument or are really great at playing. I on the other hand didn't get to take band or orchestra or anything like growing up since we were kinda poor. But Abbey teaches kids piano and so she pulled out her books and taught me. I felt so accomplished lol I was doing pretty good until we got to the part where we (she was teaching Marc also) had to learn which keys were which. Marc, like the smarty pants that he is identifies every single note that Abbey calls out. I

Sighed @ Wednesday, April 21, 2010 02:07 a.m.



got back from the Shannon Gaga concert. My friends and I did some pre-concert drinking then headed out around 8:30 to make it to the concert around 9. There was a HUGE line to get into George's. We didn't even make it into the joint and had to stand in line for line 40 minutes just for her to make an appearance. There was some pre-Shannon entertainment in the form of magic tricks. Wooh, 'cause, you know, we're all five years old. It was super hot and super packed but when she finally came on stage, the heat and waiting was all worth it. Honestly, I don't listen to Lady Gaga's music and really don't even like it, but just being able to see Shannon perform, even from waaaaaaaaaaaay in the back was really fucking worth it. Seriously, everyone in the crowd was going crazy and after the SECOND song, the entire concert was stopped by UPD and the rest of the time was spent trying to disperse the crowd of students. Honestly, if I hadn't been buzzed I wouldn't have had the cajones to wait around outside the concert area and continue going back to catch a glance of the infamous Shannon Gaga. I'm super stoked that I waited with Allison and Marc because around 10 minutes later Shannon Gaga comes out. Seriously, she has a SWARM of students around her and my drunk friends and I being the "fans" that we are decide to follow this chick all the way down to the Stallions. The whole walk there consisted of camera flashes, applause, and temporary halts in the walk so fans could take pictures with Shannon Gaga. The air is filled with tangible excitement and it was really hard not to get caught up in the moment. I tried really hard not to get caught in any pictures because I really didn't want to be on the front cover labeled as a "fan" for Shannon Gaga. I'll be honest: I went to be entertained. Simple. How could I not go? This is like, Texas State University history in the making. Anyways, once we all get to the Stallions ( a HUGE statue depicting two stallions with riders on them), which is actually a free speech zone, everyone goes CRAZY! We're all just waiting for Shannon to give some huge speech and thank her fans or "little monsters" for coming out and supporting her. She really just kind of stood there taking pictures and had to take cues from her friends as to what to do next. She practically had to be prodded to thank her "little monsters" and then give special thanks to her "video people". She meant camera crews, right? Anyways, after we got our fill of picture-taking and video recording and so-on-so-forth, we decided to jet. After nearly three car crashes, we were finally able to make it back and bask in the post-ShannonGaga afterglow. I'm personally glad they cancelled the show. I don't think this night would have been such a success if the show had kept on. It was much more memorable this way. So am I going to the next concert? Oh, I'm totally there, BITCHES!

Sighed @ Monday, April 19, 2010 10:37 p.m.



Abbey, Marc (maybe), Abbey's two friends: Tiffany and Daniel, and maybe Jared, plus my friend Allison are all going to go watch Shannon Gaga perform at George's. I am super fucking stoked about it. We're having some pre-concert drinking and binging here at the apartment with Abbey as the DD. I have been looking forward to tonight, so I hope this all goes down smoothly! I have to finish off my homework now though, so I won't have to stress over it. P.S. I think I'm getting sick. Peace out!

Sighed @ Monday, April 19, 2010 05:06 p.m.



am super stoked! So I woke up this morning and almost all of my pants were dirty. I decided to wear these Aeropostale jeanes I bought like, two years ago that are way too tight in the hip area. They would cut into my skin and cut off circulation. Well, I zipped them up I was totally ecstatic. They fit! Not only did they fit, but I had to use a belt with them or they would be too baggy. Hells yea! I used to weigh quite a bit, like, almost 140 I think. Then again, I'm around 5'10", so I'm quite tall. But 140 lbs was pushing it. Now I weigh 132lb. SOOOOO happy! If I can get back into the 120 area, I would be thrilled. Then again, I think that would be too thin. 132 suddenly seems a great weight. O happy is me =)

Sighed @ Thursday, April 15, 2010 03:38 p.m.



has been quite eventful =) So, for my Typography class I am partnered up with two other students and we are designing a deck of cards. That's right: a whole deck. It's actually really fun. Our cards are very modern, Paul Rand-ish. Needless to say, our professor REALLY likes them. We have a color scheme of mustard yellow, turquoise, and black. As gaudy as that sounds, they are actually pretty cool looking. They will, however, cost me fourty dollars to take to the printing press. Fun time lol That's like 2 weeks worth of groceries for me. That's ok, if I get hungry I guess I can just eat my cards. I'm pretty stoked about them because I could totally add them to my portfolio. Once they're out of the press I'm going to post a few cards up on this blog.
Finished talking to my sister and got all my restrictions from the university taken care of. I'm really happy about that. Come Friday I'll be able to register for my classes. My class schedule for the fall does not look fun. Not at all. On Monday and Wednesday my first class starts at 3 pm and my day doesn't finish until 8 pm. Needless to say, I'm going to be driving to school on those days. Another reason to get my lisence! Then on Tuesday and Thursday my schedule is reversed. My first class is at 8 am (gag) and my day doesn't end until 2 pm. Disgusting? I think so. I can barely wake up for my 10 o'clock English class. And I LIKE that class.
Anyways, I'm really excited about next fall and pretty much any other classes I might take over the summer. SUPER STOKED!

Sighed @ Tuesday, April 13, 2010 08:29 p.m.



want to go to SA this weekend. Not even for groceries or anything. I'm used to not really having much to eat now. I want to keep practicing my driving. Honestly, I should have a lisence by now. I think that's my goal for this summer. I'm fucking tired of having to get rides from other people. It sucks. So I want to go home this weekend and hopefully I can get my lisence really soon.

Sighed @ Monday, April 12, 2010 07:17 p.m.



wishing I didn't have to wake up early tomorrow. I'm also wishing I didn't have loads of homework to do. GROSSSSSSSSS. =[

Sighed @ Sunday, April 11, 2010 04:08 a.m.



some kinks and things I want to add to the blog or over all change, but that can wait. So on Wednesday night Abbey, Marc, and I decided we were super bored and made a fort! You know, the kind made from bed sheets and chairs? Yup, that's what we used. We have antique 1930 bar stools. What did we use them for? Support! Duh, what else would we need antique furniture for? It was pretty rad. Of course, we had to rebuild our fort after the first attempt came out less than perfect. We were having such a hard time. It made me wonder: how the hell did we pull it off super easily as kids? I guess we were more bad-ass back then. Abbey said something totally epic while we were building our fort: "We're not kids anymore, so it needs to be bigger." I laughed so hard. We're not kids, but we're building a fort. Nice one Abbey =) Anywho, after we built our bad-ass fort, we put in a bunch of covers and pillows to make it comfy. I ended up making a loft in the fort where I could climb into and chill. After we were situated, we curled up to Zoolander. The best part of the night? We actually slept in the fort. I have no regrets. I spent my Wednesday evening quite productively.
Here's picture of our bad-ass fort:

Sighed @ Thursday, April 8, 2010 11:58 p.m.



layout! Woooh. It's not that exciting and rather simple, but I like it. Simple and to the point. Bad-ass =)

Sighed @ Thursday, April 8, 2010 11:15 p.m.